6.23.2013 ~Joshua Tree
I’ve come to this place deep inside me where it feels like there is thorn or block obstructing the flow of life’s greatest gifts and rewards. I kept sensing dispar or just wanting to quit….everything. I’m tired of doing, being active, taking action to move life along for the sake of accomplishment and success. My commitment to my dreams, projects and circles was waning. Motivation weakening. Inspiration becoming cynical.
I have everything to be grateful for. My dome home is upon completion, my drum medicine continues momentum and friends, family and romance are flourishing…the message I kept hearing was “Let go and allow. Surrender. Let go, let go, let go.” Such an uncomfortable place in my psyche, body and soul.
Mini rituals alleviate the angst…on with it…..let it go!!!! Praying, meditating, calling on associates to reveal a message on my behalf led me to this message from the Ancestors.
“And so, the dream came true. What say you NOW Goddess?”
We say our Heart’s Desire, this dream, is nothing more than our ecstatic elation born from imagination. We imagined so much more and thought all we had to do is dream it awake. It’s a bit uncomfortable as the dream continues to reveal itself. Especially uncomfortble in the allowing for revalations.
“This is the growth of our humanity’s journey. What will you do NOW Goddess?”
We give up!
In this moment, I give up! I surrender. I let go. This is what the moment is calling for NOW and from this I am reminded that giving up IS being alive.
To be alive is a birth rite that we all embody. Embody this rite; show up, be accountable and present. Being present, most of all, is the acknowledgment of being alive.
WE GIVE UP AND WE ARE ALIVE!!